What have I done that I deserve this?
I was always there for you
You know!
it's in my head and I can't erase it.
these memories are killing me so
From the inside you should know.
If I just coul turn back time now
It wouldn't be so fucked up as it's now.
But I know that I can't and so I try to understand
It's just the way it is
And there are so many things I'll miss.
This spark in your eyes just disappeared
And now I see the situation I have feared.
No one can take away my pain
You never did and that's why you get the blame.
All the things you ever said
I belived in it when we first met.
I did never hurt you and I never will
Maybe it's revenge just like in the film "Kill Bill"
Right now it's true that I'm alone
But it always felt like I'm at home.
You won't help, that's clear to me
but will be there a time when you need me
It's for sure I'll tunr my back on you
So you can see what you did to me and how it feels
To be ignored and left behind all time
You will realize it's just like crime.
But you have to feel this
And maybe till the end of time.
After all that you should know what I've been through,
What I've suffered and what I felt
Now I can breath but still,
It feels like a heavy belt!
So das is Nr. 2
Mal in englisch ich hoffe ihr versteht es und das es euch gefällt
des ist voll geil des passt grade voll zu mir, denn genau in solch einer situation steck ich gard
Ich weiss wie es dir geht. Darum habe ich das damals geschrieben!
Ich sag dir nur so viel. Es geht alles vorbei und es kommen zeiten wo es dir wieder richtig gut geht glaube mir!